THEY ARE ALL GOING TO GET ME
i really wish i thought normally and was normal and had normal reactions to things and comprehended stuff normally and just overall knew what was going on because i genuinely don't know whats going on any of the time and i wish everything was easier for me. im really nervous my friends dont like me i wish i was a better person and i was worthy of being close to people and i wish people genuinely enjoyed being around me and i was like a likeale person and idk i really dont know im super out of it right now i dont know who or where i am and something is off
i love all of my friends soooooo much i really hope they love me too. i really hope that one day someone will love me the same way i love them. i get ereally nervous that i love people too much and i get too clingy and too codependent and it scares people off of me. idk. i think alot